Spoken: Thinking, suicide just feels like the easiest way out. That's
not the path I want to take, but sometimes you just can't help
yourself...
INTRO ENDS
Everything has fallen away from me.
Like a broken ship, I drift into the sea.
A sea of madness, a sea of sadness, time's sand leaks through the
hourglass.
This sand that which I speak of, are the threads of me that tear.
After you turned your back on me and insulted me, I would think you
didn't care.
I tell these rhymes to reminisce the times of which we spent together.
Even during the harsh and stormy weather; there was always a way you
made me feel better.
Now you are gone, and this is true; these words don't express what I
feel for you.
How did this happen to me? Baby, can't you see we were meant to be?
I beg you so mercifully, take me back; back to Square 3.
Square one was when we met and talked in the bar.
Square two was when we were by the lake and saw that shooting star
And square three was when we got along, and lived so happily.
Now I'm left home all alone,
With nothing but this song to sing
I'm so numb, I can't tell if I should be crying
I still love you, but some things are better off not said
I thought about taking Russian Roulette to my head.
There's nothing left for me here, I'd rather be dead.
Like Autumn leaves, you fly away.
Long and gone into another day.
I'll sit here in darkness unhappily
But I will always remember the time we had before I hurt you
I was so blind, the way I let myself desert you
There is nothing I can say
That will convince you of my ways
Only thing I can do now is sit here and fade
I guess it's come to this,
the exact opposite of bliss
Just know I always loved you
Especially your soft kiss, baby
Sitting on the porch, it's 2:00 at night
After sitting here and thinking I realized that you were right
There was a monster inside of my head
But not the kind you find under your bed
The one you find in your heart
When its black and cold and torn apart
My mind is like a violent hurricane
And you were like the tranquil eye that is peaceful like a lullaby
I overdosed myself on Tylenol and still I felt the pain
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a mental hospital when you know you
aren't insane
Sometimes I feel like I'm in a pit of lions, when you know you won't
survive
Picture yourself on the side of a steep cliff, wondering if you should
dive
It's not so easy
CHORUS x2: Should I end it all? Will I crash and fall? Darling, I
would die for you! Please come back to me, and cure my scarred heart
before it rips in two!
You were to me as the sun is to the beach
But now I'm drowning in the ocean and I'm out of your short reach
Like an elegant flower is to a blossomed branch
Just like the broad stallion to a ranch
A yin to a yang, a sound to a bang
Understand I see us as one
Just like the pale moon and the shining sun
Taking a stroll around the park, late at the dusk of night
Trying to fill my head with those good memories, not the times we had
to fight
I feel like a lost child, or an orphan without someone to care for
My heartstrings are coming undone
I'm trapped in an everlasting war
The weight of the world on my shoulders feels more than a hundred ton
I looked on the dresser and there it was
In my two shaking hands I held the gun...
SOLO
CHORUS x3 and fades: Should I end it all? Will I crash and fall?
Darling, I would die for you! Please come back to me, and cure my
scarred heart before it rips in two!
Spoken: I still love you baby, and I will always and forever. You were
my everything...
Gunshot
END
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please give actual feedback... what type of singing do you think it
should have? instruments? i was thinking soft guitars and piano with a
climax of some intense drum and bla bla bla. any part i should cut out
or a part thats your favorite?
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